The Mind of Faith

2003-05-30T00:57:00.000-04:00

I've been getting down
About all the runaround
About all the questioning
And the standing in the night
But like my friends say
You got to do it anyway
And it just gets harder
When you ask why

And I'm tired from all the weight
Tired of being strong
So won't you come and stay
And let me lay
Down in your arms
Down in your arms

I've been getting up early
I've been getting my coffee
I've been getting in the car and driving
All over town
Talking to myself
While I'm taking off my seatbelt
Some people don't know how to slow down

And I'm tired from all the weight
Tired of being strong
So won't you come and stay
And let me lay
Down in your arms
Down in your arms

I've got a troubled
A troubled mind
And you've got a heart
A heart so kind
So kind

So pack an over night bag
Don't worry about what you have
Cause if you need something
You can just use mine
And you don't have to promise
More than you want to
But if you want to see me
This would be a good time

Cause I'm tired from all the weight
Tired of being strong
So won't you come and stay
And let me lay
Down in your arms
Down in your arms
~Catie Curtis Troubled Mind

2003-05-16T04:22:00.000-04:00

Say goodnight Not goodbye You will never leave my heart behind Like the path of a star I'll be anywhere you are In spark that lies beneath the coals In the secret place inside your soul Keep my light in your eyes Say goodnight not goodbye Don't you fear when you dream Waking is never what it seems Like a jewel buried deep Like a promise meant to keep You are everything you want to be So just let your heart reach out to me I'll be right by your side Say goodnight not goodbye You are everything you want to be so just let your heart reach out to me Keep my light in your eyes Say goodnight not goodbye Say goodnight not goodbye ~Beth Neilson Chapman

2003-05-12T00:45:00.000-04:00

talk me down safe and sound
too strung up to sleep
wear me out scream and shout
swear my time's never cheap
i fake my life like i've lived too much
i take whatever you're giving not enough
overground watch this space
i'm open to falling from grace

2003-05-08T22:00:00.000-04:00

You're dangerous and you don't even know it.......

2003-05-06T21:29:00.000-04:00

"hitting things and a whole lotta jack d dulls it some"

2003-05-06T21:28:00.001-04:00

"say the word and she's a footnote in history. i'll make it look like a painful accident"

2003-05-06T21:28:00.000-04:00

Tonight's ep of Buffy was awesome. I can't believe it'll be over in two weeks. The best best part? Spike's speech to Buffy. OMG was it sweet!!!!!

"I've made alot of mistakes alot of wrong bloody calls and there's only one thing I've ever been sure of You When I say I love you it's not because I want you or because I can't have you it has nothing to do with me I love what you are what you do how you try I've seen your kindness and your strength I've seen the best and the worst of you and I understand with perfect clarity what you are You're a hell of a woman You're the one"

2003-05-01T03:04:00.000-04:00

Jack: this is crazy
Rose:I know. It dosent make any sense, thats why i trust it

2003-05-01T00:56:00.000-04:00

I do swear that I'll always be there I'd give everything and anything and I'll always care through everything weakness and strength I love you with every beat of my heart

2003-04-30T23:13:00.000-04:00

I couldn't think of someone that i'd rather see i couldn't think of any place that i'd rather be i thought i knew you once before when you cast your spell on me someone cut my past baby let it bleed

2003-04-30T04:23:00.000-04:00

Willow: She is. And... there's something between us. It wasn't something I was looking for. It's just powerful.

Tara: Whatever, you know, happens. I'll still be here. I'll still be your friend.
Willow: Of course, we'll be friends. That's not even a question.

2003-04-29T23:19:00.000-04:00

i wanted to be like you i wanted everything so i tried to be like you and i got swept away i didn't know that it was so cold and you needed someone to show you the way so i took your hand and we figured out that when the time comes i'll take you away if you want to i can save you i can take you away from here so lonely inside so busy out there and all you wanted was somebody who cares i'm sinking so slowly so hurry hold me your hand is all i have to keep me hanging on please can you tell me so i can finally see where you go when you're gone if you want to i can save you i can take you away from here so lonely inside so busy out there and all you wanted was somebody who cares all you wanted was somebody who cares if you need me you know i'll be there if you want to i can save you i can take you away from here so lonely inside so busy out there and all you wanted was somebody who cares please can you tell me so i can finally see where you go when you're gone

2003-04-29T23:03:00.000-04:00

so i'm a little left of center i'm a little of tune some say i'm paranormal so i just bend their spoon who wants to be ordinary in a crazy mixed up world i do'nt care what they're saying as long as i'm your girl hey you were on my side and they just rolled their eyes you get me when nobody understands you come and take the chance baby you get me you look inside my wild mind never knowing what you'll find still you want me all the time yeah you do yeah you get me so what if i see the sunshine in the pooring rain some people think i'm crazy but you say it's ok you've seen my secret garden where all of my flowers grow in my imagination anything goes i am all you want they just read me wrong you get me when nobody understands you come and hold my hand baby you get me you look inside my wild mind never knowing what you'll find still you want me all the time yeah you do cause you get me hey you were on my side they just rolled their eyes yeah yeah yeah cause you get me when nobody understands you come and take the chance baby you get me when none of the pieces fit you make sense of it you get me you look inside my wild mind never knowing what you'll find still i want you all the time yeah i do cause you get me

2003-04-29T22:57:00.000-04:00

Turn it inside out so i can see the part of you that's drifting over me when i wake you're never there and when i sleep you're everywhere please tell me how i got this far please tell me why you're here and who you are cause every time i look you're never tehre and every time i sleep you're always there cause you're everywhere to me and when i close my eyes it's you i see you're everything i know that makes me believe i'm not alone i'm not alone i recognize the way you make me feel i start to think you may not be real since the water's getting deep i try to wash the pain away from me cause you're everywhere to me and when i close my eyes it's you i see you're everything i know that makes me believe i'm not alone i'm not alone it's now that we begin you always light my way there never comes a day no matter where i go i always feel you so cause you're everywhere to me and when i close my eyes it's you i see you're everything i know that makes me believe i'm not alone i'm not alone when i catch my breath it's you i breathe you're everything i know that makes me believe i'm not alone you're in everyone i see so tell me do you see me?

2003-04-28T19:48:00.000-04:00

"A life without love is no life at all" never was there a truer quote. Well, maybe there was. But that one sure as hell is damn true.

2003-04-28T19:45:00.000-04:00

All songs that I posted today are dedicted to you-all-know-who. ;) love ya!

2003-04-28T19:40:00.000-04:00

know all about about your reputation and how it's bound to be a heartbreak situation but I can't help it if i'm helpless every time that i'm with you you walk in and my strength walks out the door say my name and i can't fight it anymore oh i know i should go but i need your touch just too damn much loving you isn't really something i should do shouldn't wanna spend my time with you i should try to be strong but baby you're the right kind of wrong might be a mistake a mistake i'm making but what you're giving i am happy to be taking cause no one's ever made me feel the way i feel when i'm in your arms they say you're something i should do without they don't know what goes on when the lights go out there's no way to explain how the pleasure is worth all the pain loving you isn't really something i should do shouldn't wanna spend my time with you i should try to be strong but baby you're the right kind of wrong yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong i should try to run but i just can't seem to cause every time i run you're the one i run to can't do without what you do to me i don't care if i'm in too deep know all about your reputation and how it's bound to be a heartbreak situation but i can't help it if i'm helpless every time when i'm with you you walk in and my strength walks out the door say my name and i can't fight it anymore oh i know i should go but i need your touch just too damn much loving you isn't really something i should do shouldn't wanna spend my time with you i should try to be strong but baby you're the right kind of wrong baby you're the right kind of wrong baby you're the right kind of wrong.

2003-04-28T19:26:00.000-04:00

I don't like to be alone at night and I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I"m right and I don't like to have the rain on my shoes but I do love you but I do love you I don't like to see a sky painted gray and I don't like when nothing's going my way and I don't like to be the one with the blues but I do love you but I do love you Love everything about the way you're loving me the way you lay your head upon my shoulder when you sleep and I love to kiss you in the rain I love everything you do oh I do and I don't like to turn the radio on just to find I missed my favorite song and I don't like to be the last with the news but I do love you But I do love you Love everything about the way you're loving me the way you lay your head upon my shoulder when you sleep and I love to kiss you in the rain I love everything you do oh I do and I don't like to be alone at night and I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right and I don't like to have the rain on my shoes but I do love you but I do love you but I do love you but I do love you... ;)

2003-04-28T01:54:00.000-04:00

you've got to give a little take a little and let your poor heart break a little that's the story of that's the glory of love you've got to laugh a little cry a little until the clouds roll by a little that's the story of that the glory of love as long as there's the two of us we've got the world and all it's charms and when the world is through with us we've got eachother's arms you've got to win a little lose a little yes and always have the blues a little that's the story of that's the glory of love that's the story of that's the glory of love

2003-04-28T01:50:00.000-04:00

Every night in my dreams I see you I feel you that is how I know you go on Far across the distance and spaces between us you have come to show you go on Near, far where ever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once, more, you open the door and you're here in my heart and my heart will go on and on Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime and never let go till we're gone Love was when I loved you One true time I hold to In my life we'll always go on Near far where ever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once, more you open the door and you're here in my heart and my heart will go on and on You're here there's nothing I fear and I know that my heart will go on We'll stay forever this way you are safe in my heart and my heart will go on and on

2003-04-28T01:37:00.000-04:00

Never knew I could feel like this Like I've never seen the sky before Want to vanish inside your kiss Everyday I love you more and more Listen to my heart can you heart can you hear it sing Telling me to give you everything Seasons may change winter to spring but I love you Until the end of time Come what may Come what may I will love you until my dying day Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste And there's no mountain to high no river to wide Sing out this song and I"ll be there by your side Storm clouds may gather and storms may collide but I love you I love you Until the end of time Come what may Come what may I will love you until my dying day oh come what may come what may I will love you I will you Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place Come what may Come what may I will love until my dying day

2003-04-28T01:31:00.000-04:00

"Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started I'm chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you Forgetting all I'm lacking completely incomplete I'll take your invatation you take all of me Now I'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go I don't know what I'm diving into just hanging by a moment here with you There's nothing else to lose there's nothing else to find there's nothing in the world that can change my mind there's nothing else there's nothing else Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started I'm chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go I don't know what I'm diving into just hanging by a moment here with you hanging by a moment hanging by a moment here with you"

2003-04-28T00:03:00.000-04:00

"Dear my love haven't you wanted to be with me Dear my love haven't you longed to be free I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you and at sweet night you are my own Take my hand we're leaving here tonight there's no need to tell anyone they'd only hold us down so by the morning's light we'll be halfway to anywhere where love is more then just your name I have dreamt of a place for you and I no one knows who we are there All I want is to give my life fully to you I dreamt so long I can not dream anymore let's run away I'll take you there Leaving here tonight There's no need to tell anyone they'd only hold us down so by the morning's light We'll be halfway to anywhere where no one needs a reason Forget this life come with me don't look back you're safe now unlock your heart drop your god no one's left to stop you forget this life come with me don't look back you're safe now unlock your heart drop your god no one's left to stop you now We're leaving here tonight there's no need to tell anyone they'd only hold us down so by the morning's light we'll be halfway to anywhere where love is more then just your name"

2003-04-26T06:17:00.000-04:00

"Don't look if you don't look then it's not real"

2003-04-25T23:48:00.000-04:00

"While they did live happily ever after, the point is that they lived."