Vincent will you teach me how to pain Theresa will I ever be a saint John I really think you songs are great I was born too late William will you teach me how to write and Cacious will you show me how to fight Thomas A I think I see the light I was born tonight I've had a hard time leaving this town I been losing everything that I found I'm gonna search the sky kiss the ground build it up and tear it back down I've had a hard time leaving this place I been counting all the lines on my face gonna curse the sky hit the ground what goes up comes tumbling down Jimmy show me how you play that thing and Elvis will I ever be a king Jerry all the joy and love you bring I was born to sing Martin Luther King show me the way Jesus Buddha teach me how to pray Christopher I think I see the bay I was born too late I was too late ~The Clarks

Ever felt like you're the one everyone always turns to when they're having problems, even when you're having your own problems, and sometimes it's just too much? I mean yeah, you like to help them, but sometimes you wonder if you can handle it all. You still want to help them but with your own problems it makes things even harder to try and help other people. That's kinda how I feel right now with all my friends. I want to help them desperately but I feel like I'm failing them cause of my own problems. I just don't know if I can handle it all at the moment, though I try to. I want them to keep coming to me for help it just seems like so much to deal with on top of everything else. It's all so confusing. lol I'm messed up... I just hope they don't read this and stop coming to me with their problems cause I do want to help more then anything. I just think I suck at it right now.

I wanted to be like you I wanted everything So I tried to be like you and I got swept away I didn't know that it was so cold and you needed someone to show you the way so I took your hand and we figured out that when the time comes I"ll take you away If you want to I can save you I can take you away from here So lonely inside so busy out there and all you wanted was somebody who cares I'm sinking slowly so hurry hold me your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on Please can you tell me so I can finally see where you go when you're gone If you want to I can save you I can take you away from here So lonely inside so busy out there and all you wanted was somebody who cares All you wanted is somebody who cares If you need me you know I'll be there If you want to I can save you I can take you away from here So lonely inside so busy out there and all you wanted was somebody who cares Please can you tell me so I can finally see where you go when you're gone ~Michelle Branch

So I'm a little left of center I'm a little out of tune Some say I'm paranormal so I just bend their spoon Who wants to be ordinary in a crazy mixed up world I don't care what they're saying So what if I see the sunshine in the pouring rain some people think I'm crazy you say it's ok In my imagination anything goes ~Michelle Branch

Special hi and hugs to Katie :)

Yet again my life has spun out of control. I just spent the past week in the hospital trying to get my meds straightened out. Yes, I was in the hospital. I am so sick and tired of having to hide everything from people. I'm just going to say stuff flat out from now on. It's just so much easier and so much better. Not that I've lied in the past, I've just hid things. No more. Just gonna lay things out there flat. Now I've missed a full month of school and am onto the fifth week. I have no clue how I'm going to make up all the work. Missing three weeks is what helped lead to this last break down. I'm hoping that when I go back I don't have yet another breakdown but who knows. We'll just have to see. I'm home now for at least the next week, probably two. Hopefully I'll get better and be able to handle stuff.