Are we done for now,
Or is this for good,
Will there be something in time?
With us there should.

Only girl for me is you
There can be no other one
If I didn't have faith
I would come undone

So much promise in your eyes
Seems that I can only see
It always makes me wonder
If you save it all for me

Maybe you do
Maybe you don't
Maybe you should
Probably wont...

Because there will be...

There will be other guys
Who will whisper in your ear
Say they'll take away you sadness
And your fears

They may be kind and true
They may be good for you
But they'll never care for you
More than I do

I'll be always there
There to the end
I can't do much
But be your one true friend

To the end
Through the end
Our lives to spend
With each other till the end
Of time...

Still see the promise in your eyes
And still wonder if it's for me
But i know it's still there
Even when you sleep

So I say, good night sweet girl

~Ghost of the Robot

I have a theory it doesn't matter. What can't we face if we're together? What's in this place that we can't weather? Hell...we've all been there. The same old trips why should we care? What can't we do if we get in it? We'll work it through within a minute. We have to try. We'll pay the price. It's do or die. Hey, I've almost died many times. What can't we face if we're together? What's in this place that we can't weather? There's nothing we can't face.

I've done things...bad things...things I'm not proud of...things I can never take back...but the time has come for me to fight on the side I was meant to fight on...be who I was meant to be...be what I was meant to be...I am the chosen...I am Faith...

Life's a show and we all play our parts and when the music starts we open up our hearts It's all right if some things come out wrong we'll sing a happy song Where there's life there's hope every day's a gift Wishes can come true you work so hard all day to be like other girls to fit in in this glittering world Don't give me songs Don't give me songs Give me something to sing about I need something to sing about Life's a song you don't get to rehearse and every single verse can make it that much worse Still my friends don't know why I ignore the million things or more I should be dancing for All the joys life sends Family and friends All the twists and bends knowing that it ends Well that depends on if they know enough to know that when you've bowed you leave the crowd

So we're at war........

I've added a bunch more to the poetry page, including some stuff that isn't poems. I was trying to put up a page with a story I wrote awhile ago, but blogger's being a not nice blog thinger and won't let me. Stupid git. I don't know what's wrong with it. The stuff I put up is older, from 2001, but it's still mine. No stealing!!

Life's insane. As usual. I've got a ton of work to do and no idea how I'm going to do it. The Mortar Board National Honors Society initiation ceremony is this weekend so my parents are coming up. My grandparents still want me to visit them this April and I really want to go but don't know if I'll be able to yet. I'm really hoping I will be able to, but we'll see. Work comes first.

I found my summer dream job, working at a mental hospital for teens. I wrote up a resume and crap so now I have to mail that and hope I get a call for an interview. I want this job sooooo bad, I've wanted it for years.

Time to do some work. Faith over and out.