I actually managed to sleep last night! No sleeping pills. And eleven hours. My alarm went off after nine but I figured hell, I haven't slept all week, I'm sleeping some more, screw it. So I did. Sleep is so friggin good.

I feel like shit today. Women should have the option of being men for a week each month. As Elise said, men should trying bleeding through their genitals for a week each month then not dying afterwards. It is so not fun and you feel like total shit the whole friggin time. Plus you gain weight that week and are all bloated. It sucks sucks sucks sucks SUCKS!!! I hate it. Plus you get bitchy. Did I mention that? Hehe

Right now I'm avoiding doing work. I have a ton to do for Monday. I have 6 major quizzes and exams this week, plus a ton of reading and other stuff due. Oh how NOT fun. Spring break starts Friday though. Woohoo! I'll get to see some of my friends over the break. Yay! Not many though. I really wish I could see alllllllll of you cause I love all of you sooo much. You're all great and wonderful and my Scooby crayon gang. Ok. Enough stalling. Off to working I go. Leave me some comments. And sign my guest book people!

Second poem is put up. Comments on any writing are welcome. Not that anyone even reads any of this.

I've added one new poem to the poetry page. Going to add another one later tonight. Also you will notice that all the pages, other then this one, now have the same template. Yes, I redid eveeeeeeeeeeeerything so that it now matches. Go me! I will write more later. I promise. :)

If you could see me now The one who said that she'd rather roam The one who said she'd rather be alone If you could only see me now If I could turn back the hands of time I've been too long in the wind Too long in the rain Taking any comfort that I can Looking back and longing for the freedom of my chains If you could hear me now Singing somewhere through the lonely nights If you could only hear me now I've been too long in the wind Too long in the rain Taking any comfort that I can Looking back and longing for the freedom of my chains ~Dixie Chicks

So far so good class-wise. Though I do have a freakin ton of work. Which really sucks. At least I'm up to date, minus one quiz which I can take whenever, in one class. And I should be caught up in another class by Monday. That just leaves...three. Ugh. Someone save me!!!! Spanish, PR II, and Ethics are totally over whelming. I have a ton of stuff to do before spring break. Then during. Then after. Dear lord how am I gonna do it all? Ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh.

Well isn't this just ducky?? I finally get back to school only to get sick and have to miss class today. Isn't this great? So now I've missed MORE class cause of a damn virus thing. And the dr. put me on a liquid diet. Like I feel like eating anything anyway. Oh well. At least I'll lose weight...

LifeHouse....

I'm finding my way back to sanity...again...though I don't really know what I'm gonna do when I get there
Take a breath Hold on tight Spin around one more time and gracefully fall back to the arms of grace
Cause I am hanging on every word you say and even if you don't wanna speak tonight that's allright with me
Looking past the shadows in my mind into the truth and I'm trying to identify the voices in my head
God which one is you?
Let me feel one more time what it feels like to feel and break these callouses off of me one more time
I don't want a thing from you
Bet your tired of me
Waiting for the scraps to fall off of the table to the ground
I just wanna be here now

"Don't Let Me Get Me" by Pink...Faithized....hehe

Never win first place
I don't support the team
I can't take direction
My parents hated me
I was always in a fight cause I can't do nothing right
Every day I fight a war against a mirror cause I can't take the person starring back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
Dr won't you please prescribe me something
A day in the life of someone else cause I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy

I love the movie Pete's Dragon...always have. Watching it again tonight. This song and "I'll be your candle on the water" have always been my two favorites. However, I'm too lazy too type both, so I'm just typing this one which is lesser known hehe The "..." means another person is singing (it's a duet) or that both are singing. I'm not gonna label parts cause hell, it doesn't much matter. It's a song about friends and I've just always liked it. My aunt got me this tape when I was 10, 11 years ago, so it's pretty dang old now. But it's still going and I still watch it. Here's the song. I don't know the name off hand.

"he has the head of a camel the neck of a crockadile...it sounds rather strange...he's both a fish and a mammal and i hope he'll never change cause it's not easy to find someone who cares...it's not easy to find magic in pairs...i'm glad i found him i love him i'll never let him get away cause it's not easy...you say the head of camel the neck of a crockadile...and the ears of a cow...it's clear that friends can be different yes i understand you now...it's not easy to find someone who cares it's not easy to find magic in pairs... now that you have him hold him treasure him from day to day it's so easy... life is lollipops and raindrops with the one you love someone you can always be with argue and agree with...climb the highest tree with...it's not easy to share somebody's dream it gets easy when you work as a team you gotta tend it fan it.. that's what i plan to do i had one friend by my side now i have two him and you...him and me...and it's so easy..."

I was talking to Matt about lava lamps and got an interesting response....seems his frat boy room mate last year decided to taste the lava in one...

"now to be honest I never actually witnessed this, but I've been told by several sources, they had a lamp, dismatled or broke it I don't remember, and he licked some of the lava, then had to chug a beer."

I'm glad I don't have a room mate. I like my lava lamp as-is. lol

Old counter died. So even though it's close to 200, I'm now back to 0. Oh well. What can ya do?

You can now add your own quote to the changing quote thing above....but I can delete it if I want so it better not be something that'll piss me off!!!

The links don't work yet......I don't know why.....and my quote of the week is wonky.....don't know why....damn blog....damn html.....damn damn damn with a FUCK for good measure.....

New set up here.......so bear with me while I learn to use it and set it all up. Thanks!