The 12 Days of Christmas...Buffy style :)

On the first day of Christmas

The Hellmouth sent to me:

The First from underneath me


On the second day of Christmas

The Hellmouth sent to me:

2 Souled Vamps

and a The First from underneath me


On the third day of Christmas

The Hellmouth sent to me:

3 SIT’s (Slayers in training)

2 Souled Vamps

and The First from underneath me


On the fourth day of Christmas

The Hellmouth sent to me:

4 Lovesick Scoobies

3 SIT’s

2 Souled Vamps

and The First from underneath me


On the fifth day of Christmas

The Hellmouth sent to me:

5 Wooden Stakes

4 Lovesick Scoobies

3 SIT’s

2 Souled Vamps

and The First from underneath me


On the sixth day of Christmas

The Hellmouth sent to me:

6 Shapes a shifting

5 Wooden Stakes

4 Lovesick Scoobies

3 SIT’s

2 Souled Vamps

and The First from underneath me


On the seventh day of Christmas

The Hellmouth sent to me:

7 Boys a chanting

6 Shapes a shifting

5 Wooden Stakes

4 Lovesick Scoobies

3 SIT’s

2 Souled Vamps

and The First from underneath me

On the eighth day of Christmas

The Hellmouth sent to me:

8 Kids for counseling

7 Boys a chanting

6 Shapes a shifting

5 Wooden Stakes

4 Lovesick Scoobies

3 SIT’s

2 Souled Vamps

and The First from underneath me


On the ninth day of Christmas

The Hellmouth sent to me:

9 Writers writing

8 Kids for counseling

7 Boys a chanting

6 Shapes a shifting

5 Wooden Stakes

4 Lovesick Scoobies

3 SIT’s

2 Souled Vamps

and The First from underneath me


On the tenth day of Christmas

The Hellmouth sent to me:

10 New from Siring

9 Writers writing

8 Kids for counseling

7 Boys a chanting

6 Shapes a shifting

5 Wooden Stakes

4 Lovesick Scoobies

3 SIT’s

2 Souled Vamps

and The First from underneath me


On the eleventh day of Christmas

The Hellmouth sent to me:

11 Ubers vamping

10 New from Siring

9 Writers writing

8 Kids for counseling

7 Boys a chanting

6 Shapes a shifting

5 Wooden Stakes

4 Lovesick Scoobies

3 SIT’s

2 Souled Vamps

and The First from underneath me


On the 12th day of Christmas

The Hellmouth sent to me:

12 Watchers dying

11 Ubers vamping

10 New from Siring

9 Writers writing

8 Kids for counseling

7 Boys a chanting

6 Shapes a shifting

5 Wooden Stakes

4 Lovesick Scoobies

3 SIT’s

2 Souled Vamps

and The First from underneath me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


***From the NB***

It seems that everything and everyone has ganged up to drive me freakin insane. And it's working. Thank God (Joss) for the few friends that help keep me from totally losing it. It's currently snowing outside. Rather heavily. I love watching it snow. From my window I can see one of those big light pole things they put in parking lots, which is good cause it lights up the snow falling around it so I can see it better. I'm hoping classes will be cancelled today, or at least delayed. I'm still trying to finish my stupid lit paper that both Katie and Elise said is good, but I think is shit. More shit keeps going down with school and friends. I really think I'm neglecting friends at this point and I feel horrible about it. Hard to keep up with everything though. Less then two weeks left of school. I don't really want to go home though. Here's home. There is just...there. Yeah, that probably doesn't make any sense to anyone but me. Oh well. Just over a month till I turn 21. I want to get a new driver's license then too, so that mine won't say under 21 until blah blah anymore. I have one paragraph left to write of my essay. Why do I keep stalling?? I could have it done and be in bed right now. Probably cause I can't think straight. Stupid headaches and lack of sleep. Ok, I'm gonna go try and finish my shitssay. This is Faith, over and out, 10-4.

You found hope you found faith. Found how fast she could take it away. Found true love. Lost your heart. No you don't know who you are. She made it easy. She made it free. Made you hurt till you couldn't see. Sometimes it stops. Sometimes it flows, but baby that's how love goes. You will fly and you will crawl. God knows that even angels fall. No such thing as you lost it all. God knows that even angels fall. It's a secret no one tells. One day it's heaven one day it's hell. It's no fairy tale take if from me. That's the way it's supposed to be. You will fly and you will crawl. God knows that even angels fall. No such thing as you lost it all. God knows that even angels fall. You laugh you cry no one knows why but oh the thrill of it all. You're on the ride you might as well open your eyes. You will fly and you will crawl. God knows that even angels fall. No such thing as you lost it all. God knows that even angels fall. ~Jessica Riddle

I finally have a counter that should work, instead of the on that died, and the one that only works every now and then when it feels like it. Yay! I also figured out why my text was staying black instead of this color...I was using the wrong code...oopsys...guess one little 0 does matter...hehe

I have so much work due in the next two weeks before break that it's insane. Thanksgiving break was interesting...I was home about 6hrs and was ready to come back lol It doesn't seem like home there anymore. My room here seems like home. Oddly enough, being in that house feels more cramped and smished and constricting then living in one room here. I've decided I like Harry Potter. Harry Potter is a good thing. My friend keeps bugging me about liking Harry Potter. If you read this, and you know who you are, I just have one thing to say...you're a dork. :) hehe I got to see some of my friends over break which was cool. I miss them. :( I wish all my friends could be here with me. That would be cool. It's freezing out. And snowy. I enen have my window closed most of the way. Which is a rare for me. I should be writing a paper right now...but I don't want to. Don't like the topic. It sucks. Majorly. Sucks. For my stupid lit course that I probably didn't even have to take cause I most likely won't get my major. How shitty is that? And now that I think of it...I lost the paper I need to turn in to get my minor. Damn it. I have to find that....is muy importante. That's Spamish. Aren't I smart? hehe Ok. Gotta go. This is Faith, signing off. Over and out good buddy.

"Gray ceiling on the earth. Well it's lasted for awhile take my thoughts for what they're worth. Your opinion what is that? It's just a different point of view. What else what else can I do? Said I'm sorry yeah I'm sorry. Said I'm sorry but what for? If I hurt you then I hate myself I don't wanna hate myself don't wanna hurt you. Why do you choose your pain if you only knew how much I love you love you? I won't be your winter. I won't be anyone's excuse to cry. We can be forgiven. And I will be here. Old picture on the shelf it's been there for awhile. Frozen image of ourselves we were acting like a child. Innocent. In a trance a dance that lasted for awhile. Read my eyes just like a diary. Oh remember please remember. I'm not a begger but what's more if I hurt you then I hate myself I don't wanna hate myself don't wanna hurt you. Why do you choose your pain if you only knew how much I love you love you? I won't be your winter. I won't be anyone's excuse to cry. We can be forgiven. And I will be here. No I won't be your winter. I won't be anyone's excuse to cry. We can be forgiven. I will be here."~Sister Hazel