One of my favorite songs, "Goodbye to You" by Michelle Branch.

Of all the things I've believed in. I just wanna get it over with. Tears form behind my eyes but I do not cry. Counting the days that pass me by. I've been searching deep down in my soul. Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old. Feels like I'm starting all over again. The last three years were just pretend and I said good bye to you. Good bye to everything I thought I knew. You were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold onto. I still get lost in your eyes. And it seems that I can't live a day without you. Close my eyes and you'll chase the thoughts away to a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right. Good bye to you. Good bye to everything I thought I knew. You were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold onto. It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time. I want what's yours and I want what's mine. I want you but I'm not giving in this time. Good bye to you. Good bye to everything I thought I knew. You were the one I loved, the one thing I tried to hold onto. Good bye to you. Good bye to everything I thought I knew. You were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold onto. The one thing that I tried to hold onto. When the stars fall I will lay awake. You're my shooting star.

My blog's being a pain again. :( Can't get the damn counter to freakin work. Then, stuff won't post. Ain't that a bitch? I have to do laundry this weekend. And a ton of homework. I'm waaaaaaaaay behind. My list looks something like this.....

Must do this Weekend

• Laundry!!!
  
• Dishes.
  
• Clean up room...looks like dump.
  
• Change sheets. All wrinkly.
  
• Read 200pgs of Lit Analysis that I'm behind on.
  
• Write the 5-6 journal enteries for said reading.
  
• Read two chapters of PR I....quizes next week.
  
• Write news release for PR I class...due next week.
  
• Study 5chapters of Mass Media....HUGE majorly difficult test Mon.
  
• Start PR I project...very complicated in-depth project, lots of work.
  
• Study for Basic Journalism Skills quizzes...ie. read 100pgs.
  
• Study for BJS spelling test...must redo...didn't do so great first round.
  
• Start planning Mass Media project...due in two weeks.
  
• Start reading Lit. novel.
  
• Must call Kate!! Haven't talked to in weeks. Also must call Jen. Same problem.
  
• Work on novel I've neglected for waaaaay too long.
  
• Whatever I've forgotten....I know there's something.
  

As you can see, lots of stuff I must do. Insane isn't it? I also have to figure out what to do with the mess I made that I have to deal with Tues. But that's another story. Will tell it later. Back to trying to get the damn blog to work...

Ok.....why won't my damn page load the new posts????? It's turning into Voy!!!!! :(

Seems globel, which controls my counter, is down for maintence or something for awhile. Hence they're gone off my page. Gee, that doesn't piss me off.....

I fell asleep yesterday at 5pm. Woke up at 1:30am. Went back to sleep at 3am. Slept till 12:30pm. And I'm STILL tired!!! WTF is up with that yo? Luckily, I taped Buffy last night. And I watched it during that 1 1/2hr I was awake. It was a good episode too! I now actually kinda like Anya. Not enough Spike though. No Giles. Very little Dawn.....woohoo!! I hate Dawn. She's whiny annoying and stupid.

Got my project back from my Mass Media class. 100%. Not bad I'd say. The people I know in that class all got B's. Found out I don't have the adviser I want....something got mixed up. However, should be able to be fixed, and he'll act as my adviser even it's not. I do have to track down my real adviser though and get the stupid code id thinger number that allows me to register for next semester's classes. Also must call the bio and enviorn. science depts. to see if my science credits transfer for gen eds, and what else I need to take. Plus must call the lib arts dept. as there's a course I reallllllllllllllly want to take next semester, and need, but you need 72 credits to sign up for it. I'll have 71. I'm going to point out to them that the requirement is second semester junior/72 credits...and I am a second semester junior. They better let me take it. Or I'll cry alot and make them feel bad till they do let me. :)

I'm also back into a poetry writing kick. Isn't that cool? Wrote another poem last night. I'll be posting it on the poems page as soon as I'm done with this. Meeting in two hrs. for my mass media class. Plus tons of work to do tonight, and I'm still tired after 17hrs or so of sleep. Doesn't that just suck?

I added a "comments" section on the page. To comment on a post, click on "comment" located after my name and the date time etc at the end of each post. To view the comments, click on the number after "comment." You can even add smileys and stuff. So......comment away. Please???

I got a postcard from my friend who's studying for a year in Ireland today. I still want to go to Ireland someday. Apparently, I look Irish. Whenever I ask people what they think my nationality is the first thing they say is Irish......even though I'm only 1/16. Reddish hair and pale. Guess that means Irish. Plus my temperment......nice and firey. Hehe It's 3am. I should really be in bed as I have class in the morning, but I can't sleep. I was hoping one of my friends would come online tonight so I could talk to them, but they haven't yet. I'm still trying to figure out freaking html. What I'm trying to find info on, I can't find. Which such. Majorly. Oh well.

Well, I finished my lit paper. And ya know what? It sucks. Big time. I'm hoping he tells us what to fix and lets us rewrite it like he did last time. Or I'm screwed. Speaking of which......get this. The spanish class I thought I was failing? Not so much failing it turns out. More with the C. Thing is, that was of a week ago. Before I missed the two quizzes and major test, not to mention more classes. So now it is of the failage. If I'd only known two weeks ago I wasn't failing, I'd have kept with it. Oh well. I'll retake it, and do better then a C. As long as it's not another 8am, should be all good. I hope.

This line for the Clarks song "If Memory Serves" keeps playing in my head today. "Can anyone tell me why the things that are meant to stay they turn and go? Can anyone tell me why we lust after the things we'll never know?" If anyone does have an answer to that....please email it to me. I really wish I could get comments to work on this damn thing.

I'm avoiding writing my lit paper like the plague. Hence why I am instead blasting a Clark's cd and am now going to type up lyrics to some of my favorite songs on here. Music is totally addicting, if it's good that is. I get addicted to good music quite often. I collect quotes from it, change them around, and make them mine. Hehe Is it illegal to post lyrics on your site? If it is, guess I'm going to jail. Oh well.....that will only serve to distract me from homework longer. hehe Here's one of my favorite songs...."Born too Late".

"Vincent will you teach me how to paint? Theresa will I ever be a saint? John I really think your songs are great. I was born too late. William will you teach me how to write? And Casious will you show me how to fight? Thomas A I think I see the light. I was born tonight. I've had a hard time leaving this town. I been losin everything that I found. I'm gonna search the sky kiss the ground build it up and tear it back down. I've had a time leaving this place. I been countin all the lines on my face. I'm gonna curse the sky hit the ground. What goes up comes tumblin down. Jimmy show me how you plan that thing. Elvis will I ever be a king? Jerry all the joy and love you bring. I was born to sing. Martin Luther King show me the way. Jesus, Buddah teach me how to pray. Christopher I think I see the bay. I was born too late."

Part of "If Memory Serves", slightly changed.
"I couldn't think of someone that I'd rather see. I couldn't think of any place that I'd rather be. I thought I knew you once before when you cast your spell on me. Someone cut my past baby let it bleed. I tried to write you letters but it wasn't me. I thought I had it all figured out but confusion reigned supreme. Some cut my past baby let me bleed. If memory serves me memory's all I need. The spirit moved me once before. Can I find away to open up the door? All these things you can't ignore."

A new poem, which will also be posted on my poem's page.

My saving grace
In this time and place
Isn’t what I’d thought it’d be
Old ways
Tried and true
Fell through
Taking a chance
Taking a risk
So far steady
Keeps me here
You never know
When what will save you
Will appear
From the oddest places
Never seen
They can catch you
During a horrid dream
Keep you stable
Buy you time
Try to help you to survive
If I lose that saving grace
If trust is broken
If I'm allowed to crash
If it proves to be
Just not enough
I will fall from grace
Away from this place
~By: LKG

Someone I met tonight did some tarot card readings for me. Isn't she nice?? :) The cards said very intersting things, too. Seems one good thing will happen in my life.....but I'm gonna have to wait a few years for it. Which really sucks. Oh well....better late than never huh? hehe 9am. Time for bed. In a bit....hehe. Should probably work on some homework first. I did nothing this weekend homework wise so far. Isn't that bad? I'm such a slacker.

Here we are now, entertain us! I love Moulin Rouge. And then they had Spikey say this quote in Buffy.....I was cheering. hehe

A kiss on the hand may be quite continental but diamonds are a girl's best friend. A kiss may be grand but it won't pay the rental on your humble flat or help you feed your helpless cat.

If you've never seen Moulin Rouge, I command you to go out and rent it. Now. NOW I said!! Off with you!! ::shoos you away::