So, what do you do when your whole life is falling apart around you? It seems the only thing you can do is put on a happy face, pretend nothing's wrong, and keep your mouth shut about it. Heaven forbid you say anything to anyone. Either they won't listen, won't understand, will think you're just trying to get attention or something, and then, once you're done talking, they will quietly bow out of you life. Ain't that just ducky? So, as I crumble and fall, everyone can just ignore it, see my happy face, and go about their own lives and forget me. Thank you, have a nice day.